Iv been awake 6 hours and it feels like 12.

The moment my eyes open iv been thinking. Iv been stuck in my mind like im not even here. Just pacing and thinking. I cant pull myself out of it. I have no distractions. Im stuck in this cage in my mind, no reason to go anywhere. No reason to be here. Just endlessly waiting. Aging in a cage. This is not life. This is just exsisting to exsist.