Beginning to recognize that there's really nothing wrong with me aside from being an individual that not everyone has to like...
And the people that find fault in me for my struggles and imperfections are only seeing me for what they can gain from me. I am worthless to them because they are missing something of themselves. I'm not saying that's a bad thing, we've all been there, it's part of growth.
I'm saying I'm done internalizing the silent treatment and avoidance. I'm done taking it personally and am moving back into acceptance of where people are on their journey.
In my darkness and repeated rediscovery of my own light and strength, I feel whole. I feel like a complete person.
Still a lot to learn and a ways to grow, but definitely worth the effort. Definitely worth listening to and understanding.
So to the people that decided I'm not worth it for whatever reason, I wish you happiness and peace. I wish you the ability to face your self with such honesty, you find beauty in what you may assume others will find ugly. I wish you the courage to touch the bottom where you can strongly push yourself upwards, instead of skimming the surface and never being satisfied.
I wish you the richness that is sitting in absolute truth and realizing how incredible and devastating it all is. So that you never fear another person's bad day like it is your enemy. So that you may find the diamond in the rough and not overlook it because you believe only what's polished and pretty has value.
I'm saying I'm done internalizing the silent treatment and avoidance. I'm done taking it personally and am moving back into acceptance of where people are on their journey.
In my darkness and repeated rediscovery of my own light and strength, I feel whole. I feel like a complete person.
Still a lot to learn and a ways to grow, but definitely worth the effort. Definitely worth listening to and understanding.
So to the people that decided I'm not worth it for whatever reason, I wish you happiness and peace. I wish you the ability to face your self with such honesty, you find beauty in what you may assume others will find ugly. I wish you the courage to touch the bottom where you can strongly push yourself upwards, instead of skimming the surface and never being satisfied.
I wish you the richness that is sitting in absolute truth and realizing how incredible and devastating it all is. So that you never fear another person's bad day like it is your enemy. So that you may find the diamond in the rough and not overlook it because you believe only what's polished and pretty has value.
41-45, F
