walk my path alone

I have lost complete faith in humanity. It didn't happen overnight. It took a lifetime. I don't even want to share personal stories or the unfolding of it, I don't think it would make a difference. I don't even want to connect in real life anymore and even that story here isn't for connection. I don't even know if putting things down into words will make any difference at that point. I don't even think I'm that much better, I'm full of flaws and full of anger, I just even see a point of there can't be mutual respect and trust. And it's rare to see even basic decency nowadays.