@Kodel He was the anistesiologyst who put me under general anestesia years ago....The next day my whole body ached so so bad for days I called health link and talked to them about it, the nurse on the other line told me that the reason why my body was aching that way was because I was like I was dead!!!! And yeah I was a little dissapointed in that doctor....No I don't hate him, I just think he didn't do a good job with me! And then today I heard that apparently I hate him when I don't!!!! Bahhh!

@saintsong I always find it peculiar when people try to interpret your feelings for you. Sure therapists might do that but that's their job. And they don't even always get it right. Oftentimes we can have fringe emotions that can be enough to warrant concern but nonetheless, sometimes people are happy to try to guide us towards emotions they believe we should have. I just respond firmly, "No, I don't think or feel like that."

@Kodel Yeah, I think I can forgive him, he's an old man, he was my first family doctor as a small child and I remember him being so good to me as a child....I remember the good times too, and I just felt the Holy Spirit kiss me on my forehead, seems He's happy too!

@SW-User Humans are definitely difficult to love sometimes, but that's the purpose of love. If love was easy, we wouldn't need posts like mine or encouragement to love one another. If need be, start at the easiest person you know and gradually work your way up. It'll be hard, but it will be worth it in the long run.

@Bleak Or conspiracies sadly. It's a distrustful world we live in.