If you could write your 14yearold self a letter.. what would you want yourself to know ?

About a month after you turn 15 there will be a terrible car accident and your brain will be damaged. Recovery will be hard emotionally. DEMAND help. Scream for help. Tell a responsible adult about how you are deeply suicidal.

Save more money early on.

Your folks are bad people. You want to believe they are good but you need to get over it. Mom is an alcoholic and probably has borderline personality disorder. Dad is an enabler. Mom abuses you and she abuses your sister more and meanwhile dad does nothing. Make your peace with that.

No point trying to explain what I learned from later experience to my past self that hasn't experienced the later yet, not gonna get it.

That the bullies go away eventually.
Stay the course & learn all you can.
It WILL get better. Don't try to get revenge or kill yourself.

This makes awful reading Red. Is everyone fukked up?

Don't fall for people so quickly and DO NOT WORRY. It will be okay and you are okay as you are.

dark, but i'd tell her to do me a favor and either go to therapy or give up.

Watch out for the blue Volkswagen!

In two years you're going to sit next to Angela she's on the track team. She has a huge bf but makes it crystal clear she's interested. Go for it!!!!
She ends up in a physically abusive marriage she can't escape from.

About what he or she really likes , about hobbjes, dreams, what he wants to do in life. About his or her dislikes and everything.

See that cute chic over there? She likes you! Now quit being so damn shy and get to know her.

Take deep breaths, don't sweat the small stuff, and above all else, be happy with who you are.

Don't feel guilty, what he makes you do. It's him that's a sick dirty bastard.

The people you’re hanging out with are gunna get you killed or in jail

When coming home from Halloween 2004 party, call shotgun. It'll fix everything.

Doing That won't make you go blind,lol

Wow, I don't have time to write all of it here.

Give up now... It's not worth all the hassle

She'll never like you as much as you like her.

Don’t let them tell you that no one will believe you.

Cherish each day like you do now xx

You will get prettier. It's ok 😌

Don’t settle

Ha! I still don't know yet. Maybe that I don't know as much as I think I do.

Blow your brains out,it only gets worse

You will pee your bed once at the age of 16, I won't tell you when, have fun.

Did i really lose my virginity last year