I just have this weird aversion toward men.

I don't know why. I could blame it on mental health but the truth is idk what it is. I just know it's not the fault of the people on here, men, who show care toward me and I don't engage with them. It's my fault. You guys did nothing to harm me but for whatever reason, my brain just screams, "run away". I've been trying to fight it in the past couple days.