This is taken from Reddit . Not my words

Over six months ago she left this world and my world, I still think of her constantly and find work is the only way I can be normal. I will miss her and think/dream of her until God willing, I will join her in her new world. Until then each day is the same however I live it.

I just want to add, there are people on this site that have helped me so very much, and to them I am grateful.

Been working on that 4 years, still not at peace with it

Then why are you still thinking/talking about it?