A message to a friend

I don't know if you get my messages (it says you've seen them but no reply ever comes, which is how it is for most people I try to talk to on most sites) but I miss you and [NAME AND ADDRESS WITHHELD] :( I got an IKEA bookshelf and I'm trying (and kind of failing) to save up so I can move out even though it forever seems out of reach. My nana died on 27 July and it wiped me out mentally. But I just had two weeks off work last week and the week before so I'm kind of recovered. I know the replies not coming isn't your fault but Facebook's, but that doesn't make me feel much better after so long. And I know you'll be asleep now, and I probably will be by the time you see this (if FB shows it to you). I feel so lost and out of it and like this world isn't for me. Not in a suicidal way but in the sense that I feel like an alien.