I Miss My Ep Friends

I only really talked to one on EP who I'd consider a friend. We traded emails but it's really not the same. Can't talk and especially joke as freely by email because it's almost too formal. Besides, I don't know that we were on the best of terms in the end. My own fault. I was being a nosy 💩.

I'm also very negative and I think her life was in the process of changing for the better; whereas, I wanted to hold onto my bitterness and anger about things. I'm not as bad in that regard now, but at the time, I felt like I was a venomous burden to her.

You can't do that to friends. You can't let them get dragged down because they're trying to help you. Have to go fix yourself and figure things out. Then maybe talk another time if they're around.