I still think of her from time to time

It’s been fifteen years but I still remember my epwife. She was great, gorgeous and adorable. We both had severely fucked up families and heartbreak which bonded us. I even got her a stuffed monkey doll. Unfortunately she was on the other side of the world and we were both young. Just as it started getting real she left and around that time my life become even more shit than it was. I tried looking her up from time to time but of course I got nowhere. She’s one of only two people I’ve ever had feelings for in my life. I still wonder once and a while whatever happened to her. I wonder if she remembers me but I doubt it.