I Complain..., A Lot !
Pffft!
It is what it is...
I come here a lot more than I'd like to admit.
Most times I look at a ton of shit and say nothing.
I have literally read at least a million posts on this site.
Replying to probably less than 500.
Which probably sounds odd to anyone that looks at my profile and sees that I've posted One Thousand Three Hundred Twenty-Seven posts to date...
This is POST # 1,328
Ha !!!
That number just surprised me as well, and I am not easily surprised...
Anyways, given all of my many postings, I don't often engage others here.
Content as I am, to just sit and read and post my paltry things.
But that is not to be taken as if I do not care.
In fact, I think I care too much.
Which might just be the reason I choose a path of Mostly Silent Walking through the trails and corridors that present themselves here?
I've seen and done many things in this online life of mine.
I've made some mistakes that I care not to repeat.
Some of my current persona has earned me scorn and/or ridicule.
But I care not.
I just continue to do what I feel like doing if and when I feel like doing something.
People that come across me might have all kinds of varied assumptions of me as they read and/or interact with me.
A lot depends upon the day, or perhaps even the time of any particular day ?
Maybe they form their opinion off the words of a single post or song that I've chosen to share here for some reason of my own?
It's quite possible that most people that have read multiple things of mine are convinced that I am just a curmudgeonly old man with no faith, love, or belief in or of humanity?
But they'd be wrong to assume such a stark opinion of me based of snippets from the void of my mind which doesn't ever stop churning.
The thing is, I tend to post things here that have no other place of acceptance or tolerance.
Things that people much closer to me may misconstrue or deflect them from interactions with me.
Basically, I use this space as a repository for thoughts and rhymes that my inner circle need not ever see or contemplate.
Hundreds upon hundreds of rhymes.
Hundreds of rantings that make me seem as if I am only unhinged and unworthy of another day.
Hundreds of music videos that quite possibly tell a story of what I was feeling at that particular moment in time?
All in all, I enjoy this site in way that doesn't make sense to a lot of other site users.
I have very few friends.
I have very few blocked people.
I keep my interactions low.
But I am a very active user of the functions and versatility this site maintains.
Just as I was with The Experience Project.
(a place I learned many of the lessons I use as a guide for myself here)
Still, it's important for me to say, and for others to hear at times:
I am not unkind or uncaring.
I am not perpetually unhappy or without hope.
I do believe in humans and humanity in even the starkest of times.
If you're on my friends list, I have some true and everlasting love for you in a real way which I just can't express eloquently enough to not seem like a weirdo.
If I replied to something you wrote, you moved me in some type of fashion, and that's not easy to do.
You caused me to think, or feel, and I thank you profusely for doing so.
Others have moved me as well in such ways, but I wasn't able or in a mood to reply at those times.
But I am glad people share here and that this site exists on the ever-expanding foundation of your fingertips.
If I blocked you and you're seeing this from another profile..., Then you know the reasons because I told you those reasons straight up.
(and please, stop missing me and stalking me and pretending you aren't you - just get a real life, of a real life already)
Anyways, I just wanted anyone that cared to listen to know that what you see isn't what I am, but in this format, it's all you're likely to get.
So....
Be well
Live happy
Keep trying,
Rob
It is what it is...
I come here a lot more than I'd like to admit.
Most times I look at a ton of shit and say nothing.
I have literally read at least a million posts on this site.
Replying to probably less than 500.
Which probably sounds odd to anyone that looks at my profile and sees that I've posted One Thousand Three Hundred Twenty-Seven posts to date...
This is POST # 1,328
Ha !!!
That number just surprised me as well, and I am not easily surprised...
Anyways, given all of my many postings, I don't often engage others here.
Content as I am, to just sit and read and post my paltry things.
But that is not to be taken as if I do not care.
In fact, I think I care too much.
Which might just be the reason I choose a path of Mostly Silent Walking through the trails and corridors that present themselves here?
I've seen and done many things in this online life of mine.
I've made some mistakes that I care not to repeat.
Some of my current persona has earned me scorn and/or ridicule.
But I care not.
I just continue to do what I feel like doing if and when I feel like doing something.
People that come across me might have all kinds of varied assumptions of me as they read and/or interact with me.
A lot depends upon the day, or perhaps even the time of any particular day ?
Maybe they form their opinion off the words of a single post or song that I've chosen to share here for some reason of my own?
It's quite possible that most people that have read multiple things of mine are convinced that I am just a curmudgeonly old man with no faith, love, or belief in or of humanity?
But they'd be wrong to assume such a stark opinion of me based of snippets from the void of my mind which doesn't ever stop churning.
The thing is, I tend to post things here that have no other place of acceptance or tolerance.
Things that people much closer to me may misconstrue or deflect them from interactions with me.
Basically, I use this space as a repository for thoughts and rhymes that my inner circle need not ever see or contemplate.
Hundreds upon hundreds of rhymes.
Hundreds of rantings that make me seem as if I am only unhinged and unworthy of another day.
Hundreds of music videos that quite possibly tell a story of what I was feeling at that particular moment in time?
All in all, I enjoy this site in way that doesn't make sense to a lot of other site users.
I have very few friends.
I have very few blocked people.
I keep my interactions low.
But I am a very active user of the functions and versatility this site maintains.
Just as I was with The Experience Project.
(a place I learned many of the lessons I use as a guide for myself here)
Still, it's important for me to say, and for others to hear at times:
I am not unkind or uncaring.
I am not perpetually unhappy or without hope.
I do believe in humans and humanity in even the starkest of times.
If you're on my friends list, I have some true and everlasting love for you in a real way which I just can't express eloquently enough to not seem like a weirdo.
If I replied to something you wrote, you moved me in some type of fashion, and that's not easy to do.
You caused me to think, or feel, and I thank you profusely for doing so.
Others have moved me as well in such ways, but I wasn't able or in a mood to reply at those times.
But I am glad people share here and that this site exists on the ever-expanding foundation of your fingertips.
If I blocked you and you're seeing this from another profile..., Then you know the reasons because I told you those reasons straight up.
(and please, stop missing me and stalking me and pretending you aren't you - just get a real life, of a real life already)
Anyways, I just wanted anyone that cared to listen to know that what you see isn't what I am, but in this format, it's all you're likely to get.
So....
Be well
Live happy
Keep trying,
Rob
