Do you feel you've changed a lot in life?
I used to be on Experience Project and thinking back to those days, I realize how different I was then. Completely different. How about you? Have you changed much in the last 5 years or so? How so?
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Colonelmustardseed · 36-40
Yes. I was extremely bitter and unhappy for years, and I always had to have something with alcohol in it. I was funnier then. I’ve forgiven, accepted responsibility for my life, and calmed down a lot the past couple years. (I’m not as funny since I quit drinking, though. Or maybe drinking only made me think I was funny. 🤔)
@Colonelmustardseed
Lol, I think many people think they're funny with they drink. I used to think it removed my mental blocks so I could write more freely but it was hit or miss. I was never the type of person to drink all the time but would/do sometimes drown my sorrows with alcohol (binging is always a disaster fro me). I only allow myself to drink on Friday nights now in limited amounts. I should probably cut that out. I'm much better with weed (lots of depression/trauma so I need something and I won't take meds).
Lol, I think many people think they're funny with they drink. I used to think it removed my mental blocks so I could write more freely but it was hit or miss. I was never the type of person to drink all the time but would/do sometimes drown my sorrows with alcohol (binging is always a disaster fro me). I only allow myself to drink on Friday nights now in limited amounts. I should probably cut that out. I'm much better with weed (lots of depression/trauma so I need something and I won't take meds).
