I Keep My Ep Account A Secret

I have to, the only thing more frightening than my thoughts is what everyone would do if they knew about them. Times I been so down I don't know how I made it though. Don't know how I got this far And I used to be so far away from there but lately I am realizing that it's still there and the thoughts were just hidden away somewhere. No matter how hard i try to change my thoughts, and i am pretty good at it, i can slip right back into my thoughts of wanting out.

I think it's my meds, but i am about to get back on track, finally got a mix that works.

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1GHOST · M

What EP account .....

mljenkins · 51-55, F

@1GHOST what you mean, I started there years ago and ended up here put off necessity.

Itsmrsockmonkey · M

@mljenkins I was on EP the last 4+ years

mljenkins · 51-55, F

@Itsmrsockmonkey I think I found EP in 2011

Itsmrsockmonkey · M

@mljenkins same name?

mljenkins · 51-55, F

Yes

Itsmrsockmonkey · M

@mljenkins I used 4 different names on my one account

mljenkins · 51-55, F

@Itsmrsockmonkey why?

Itsmrsockmonkey · M

@mljenkins I had this name 1st but I constantly was asked about being lonely. When I signed up I was listening to Alice Cooper singing "only women bleed" so I took the name from the lyrics of the song. Changed it to MrGuitar because I'm a guitarist, had a problem with it so I went with GibsonAxe. .decided to change it after being harassed to itsmrsockmonkey,hence the monkey avatar combining the 1st and last from ep to here

mljenkins · 51-55, F

Interesting, I used the name I was born with, my name was changed when I was 5 so no one knows me by birth name