I Keep My Ep Account A Secret

I was on lockdown like maximum security for the last five years in my marriage. I still can't talk to women on Facebook or look at women online. Ep used to be a great place for me to go. This doesn t seem like it is all grown up yet. People seem a little scarce. EP was full grown- this is nice though.

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AnarchoMetalchic · 36-40

Why would you be looking at other women if you're married??

DonaldTrumpet · 70-79, M

@AnarchoMetalchic is U stooPIds?

AnarchoMetalchic · 36-40

@DonaldTrumpet No, but clearly you are.

DonaldTrumpet · 70-79, M

@AnarchoMetalchic looKs MELANIA AnoTherZ SmartZ assEss

Genieinabottle · 51-55, M

@AnarchoMetalchic really? You don't look at other woman? Ever? You are a better husband than I can be! I am not looking to collect another woman or hook up with another woman. I am just looking at pretty women online. You are going to say that's wrong aren't you? I guess you are right strictly speaking, I shouldn't need the attention or input of other women ideally but my marriage isn't ideal. I need to be able to get through the day and being alone in my head is dark and dangerous.

Rennie · F

@Genieinabottle I think I would be concerned if my husband didn't look at other women. What do you mean by "lock down"?

Genieinabottle · 51-55, M

I have been monitored, and scrutinised so I didn't look at other women or have any female Facebook friends. Had to account for all my time like coming and going to work. I was to be completely transparent to my wife. It was hard. Knowing she didn't trust me. Knowing she was reading my emails, my Facebook messages and text messages. She was the one who wanted to stay together. I wanted to leave her. BUT, after almost six years total we are in a good place again. It was a long dark lonely time - felt like I was being kept in a jar.@Rennie