At IKEA having a napoleonskake and coffee. Decided against the breakfast plate because they still have no butter.
And that's not the only problem today. The reason for coming out today is to buy a canister of propane but the big DIY shop, Bauhaus, where I have been buying it for several years has closed down! That's unexpected, I drove past it only a week ago and didn't notice that it had closed, perhaps it has only just happened.
So now I have to find another place. Bauhaus was noticeably cheaper than anywhere else nearby.
Now for a picture that you might think belongs on the Naughty Blog. But it doesn't because it is part of my changing life rather than just a bit of titillation.
On those days when I am going out the first thing I do on getting out of bed is to put on my 42B bra. This because I feel better with it on. However it is a step I haven't taken as far as being completely out a far as my sons and neighbours are concerned, so when I get home after a day out the first thing I do is to go to my room and take it off.
I suppose I am starting to feel a little dysphoria because it has felt more and more difficult over the last couple of months. But I still feel reluctant to come out completely. Stupid I suppose but there it is.
Anyway, yesterday I was doing some tidying up and one of the boxes to be tidied was the one under my bed where I had been putting pairs of tights that were not quite good enough to wear in public, bras that are not as big as I like (cup size) or need (band size). I stuffed all the bras in my undies drawer and the not quite bad enough to throw away tights in another smaller box so that the space under the bed is now free.
This afternoon when I got back home after the abortive gas purchasing trip I did as usual and went to my room and took off my bra. But I remembered that there were a couple of bras from yesterday that have a band size almost big enough to be comfortable and a cup size so small as to probably not show, or at least not be ever so obvious, So I put on a 38A. It's the largest band size I have found that has an A cup. The band size is a bit small but wearable. So I put it on.
It looks dark in the first picture simply because of the lighting.
I imagine that if I could find an A cup with a 42 band size then the cups would be too big.
