Another random blog (mostly a rant)

I finally went to the ENT doctor for my vertigo. And everything was perfectly normal. Nothing wrong with my sinuses, my inner ears, nothing. I have vestibular testing in a few weeks but I don't think anything will show up. The doctor I saw suggested my vertigo wasn't actually vertigo but disequilibrium, which basically means off-tilt, off-balance. When I feel "dizzy", the room doesn't spin, everything just goes to the left, and I feel heavy pressure in my head. The suggestions for possible reasons were vestibular migraines (I've never had a migraine in my life) or it could be musculoskeletal, meaning I have tight muscles in my neck. I really hope I can find answers soon because it feels awful. Anyways, thanks for coming to my TED talk