🎶And,yes, I know How Lonely Life Can Be🎶

So,life has narrowed down to hospital visits and hoping they get him into a hospice facility soon.
I'm here- he sleeps.
We can talk some,but then it wears him out.
Funeral talk today.
He wanted to let me know his wishes.
I took it calmly.
Strength from above,because I have none on my own.
Little victories seem gigantic,such as, he ate half his breakfast today.
The two days prior he ate nothing and threw up what he had eaten.
We made a short list of people he wants visits from.
Some of you know how crazy some of my family can be and we want to avoid chaos and drama,so short list of visitors.
His sister is traveling down from Washington State.
His granddaughter tells me she's crying every night.
Son is stoic,but we've all reconciled.
Daughter cries,but then puts it out of her mind.
She finally got approved for an apartment and our wishes are still,even in mist of this tragedy, for her to go on with her life and gain as much independence as possible.
She's an adult with high functioning autism,for those who don't know.
I'm not sure what I'd do without my sister Melanie.
Life is not good right now,but I no longer want to die.