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Depression
It's here again
And I can't seem to shake it
Between the rigid diet ,constant changes of how to deal with high morning numbers, lack of energy, having gained weight despite not falling off the diet wagon, and the emotional termoil of having to step away; not engaging with my mentally ill son, I have to admit it's not feeling good right now.
I thought about counseling,but then I remember the bad councling, that I paid for, that was no help at all.
I suppose that last bit is the anxiety talking.
I want to sleep my days away,but can't sleep.
Some days I want to push myself towards exhaustion, but honestly,since the pneumonia, that takes very little effort.
I usually have a little ray of hope in my gloomy, but cannot seem to find it today.
"Tomorrow is another day"-seems more like a curse than a promise.
It's here again
And I can't seem to shake it
Between the rigid diet ,constant changes of how to deal with high morning numbers, lack of energy, having gained weight despite not falling off the diet wagon, and the emotional termoil of having to step away; not engaging with my mentally ill son, I have to admit it's not feeling good right now.
I thought about counseling,but then I remember the bad councling, that I paid for, that was no help at all.
I suppose that last bit is the anxiety talking.
I want to sleep my days away,but can't sleep.
Some days I want to push myself towards exhaustion, but honestly,since the pneumonia, that takes very little effort.
I usually have a little ray of hope in my gloomy, but cannot seem to find it today.
"Tomorrow is another day"-seems more like a curse than a promise.
56-60, F
