How many christmases have you been single with no romantic partner?

It's been 5 for me but feels like a few more. Not seeing it changing in time for this year's upcoming silly season. It's very difficult to find positivity in seeing everyone around you at work (and esp at my daughter's new school) being happily partnered, but I can see it as I have plenty to keep my busy including my daughter's welfare. She asks me why I don't have adult friends sometimes.