I lost you, forever.

I keep telling myself you never loved me or even liked me. I'm happy with my decision to leave the relationship, too many times you showed me how much you didn't care but why do I still hope you will come back to me, I'm still crying at night in hopes u will hear me an come running back to me. Love is shitty when it ends, I'm too tired of being disrespected an not feeling like I mattered to you. I'm so angry of how he made me feel the last day we said our good byes. I keep telling myself you never needed or loved me. Ik I am better off....

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twistedrope · 26-30, M

Im still grieving an ex from 10 years ago. I had a nightmare so bad last night i woke up from it, remembering losing her.

But thats because I was a jerk and she was kind. If you were kind and he made a mistake, he'll probably feel as I do in some horrifying way. But you won't. You'll get over it because you were cool and sweet.

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twistedrope · 26-30, M

@Jax316 Cry your lovely eyes out and you'll feel better. A good cry does wonders. I was crying this morning, now I feel a little more better. But yeah :) There ain't nothing wrong with you at all.

Jax316 · F

@twistedrope yes, have been. Even today I cut my hair short bc I was told that your hair hold on to memories. It's beeN a month now since I left him, the beginning was painful for me, crying so much an still crying. Yesterday I work up crying. Yes letting all the hurt out will heal me. I'm not going to fall for him if he tries come BK to me bc ik I always get dickmatized by him but I believe I'm stronger now an won't fall for his BS!!!

twistedrope · 26-30, M

@Jax316 I've never heard the word dickmatized before. I like it. But yeah, you sound like you're handling it gud.

Bang5luts · M

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