Do you find being single difficult?

Not at all, but I'd like to have a nice positive mutual relationship now and then. I don't think i'm 'configured' to be able to have a life-long enduring relationship and have tried the long-term relationship thing twice with disasters in both.

I'm very comfortable being single though and would actually find it very hard to make 'emotional space' for someone else now I've spent most of life depending only on myself for comfort and support..