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I'm on cloud nine!

My oldest EP/SW friends will remember the name Alex or Alexandra from my past. She was my very first girlfriend who I saw on and off from the end of senior year in high school (2013) to the end of sophomore (second) year at university (2015).

I was head over heels in love and thought I'd met my forever person. But things happened and we went our separate ways. It wasn't a bad breakup at all and we've remained friends... haven't seen each other a ton, but we've stayed in touch.

Anyway, I'm on leave this weekend and home with Mom & Dad. I visited my old taekwondo studio, my undergrad university, had dinner last night with my best friend since kindergarten... And tonight I had dinner with Alex.

I had dinner with Alex!

Omg. And I know my SWeeps from back then (you guys know who you are) are gonna tell me to run for the hills... I get it... I cried on your collective shoulders a lot. But people change.

Anyway, nothing happened tonight specifically... Except we agreed to stay closer and to connect when we can over the next few months until I return to the Cape for good. And maybe a little hand holding. 😁

In all likelihood, nothing will come of this one dinner... but I floated all the way home tonight and I hope she felt something as well. 😍

Just felt like telling someone!!!
❤️

🥰

💕

💖

💘

💞
Scribbles · 36-40, F
I'm glad you had a good time 🥰
Good luck!
sarabee1995 · 26-30, F
@Scribbles Thanks Scribs! 🙂
Straylight · 31-35, F
Oh my god, I’m so excited for you.
sarabee1995 · 26-30, F
@Straylight I am too... But can't get too excited yet. I head back to Washington early tomorrow morning and I have five more months of active duty.
Yulianna · 26-30, F
@KiwiBird 🤣🤣🤣 ok, maybe just a little over the top...
sarabee1995 · 26-30, F
@Yulianna Yes, Yulia, she is just as beautiful as she was then. ❤️
Yulianna · 26-30, F
@sarabee1995 🇺🇦❤️🇺🇸 i am sure... i have told you how i feel. so go for it! 🤗
ShadowSister · 46-50, F
Yaaaaayyyyyyyyy! Alex has been my favorite of anyone you've ever dated. I know the breakup was hard, but you were each different people back then. That dinner sounds really nice. If more comes from it, that would be terrific. If not... well, staying friends with your ex is a classic lesbian trope, even if that particular label does not apply to you.
sarabee1995 · 26-30, F
@ShadowSister My favorite too 😉

Is it? I didn't know that. But I am friends with almost all my ex's. Even my one significant ex BF. 🙂
ShadowSister · 46-50, F
@sarabee1995
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That doesn't surprise me about you. CSG made your life miserable and you became friends with him. I think that says more about who you are than about who they are.
sarabee1995 · 26-30, F
@ShadowSister Oh my god she is so funny!! Love it. Thanks. 🤣
That’s incredible. If it does, she’ll have to be very strong about her family, though. Just keep your thoughts aware, my beautiful friend. Love you. 🖤🤗
@sarabee1995 cool. yeah, you told me all about her. all of the times. 🖤🤗
sarabee1995 · 26-30, F
@JustGoneNow Her mother does seriously need to butt out of Alex's life, but it is nice having her mom officially on my side again! 🤣🤣🤣
@sarabee1995 🖤🖤🖤
room101 · 51-55, M
OK, so you know exactly what I want to say............well, maybe not EXACTLY.

Not "run for the hills", just be bloody careful. Regardless, I'm genuinely happy for you🥰
room101 · 51-55, M
@room101 Bloody spellcheck. Secularly????? WTH! SECURELY. SECURELY!!!!!
sarabee1995 · 26-30, F
@room101 My parachute is always in working order. As for pulling the cord in time ... well, that's another matter entirely. 🤷‍♀️
room101 · 51-55, M
@sarabee1995 See, now I'm worried about you😤🥰
KiwiBird · 36-40, F
WhooHooo

Of course I remember Alex. She was actually on EP for a smidgen and we were friends.

Sometimes our First Love remains in our hearts forever. 🌈❤🔥❤🌈
sarabee1995 · 26-30, F
@KiwiBird Yes she was!! I forget what her user name was though. 🤔

❤️❤️❤️
KiwiBird · 36-40, F
@sarabee1995 See DM ❤
sarabee1995 · 26-30, F
@KiwiBird ❤️❤️❤️
SunshineGirl · 36-40, F
First love is always the sweetest and long friendships are the best 🤗 You are blessed with a second chance and the opportunity to build on the love that is nestled in your heart 💖
sarabee1995 · 26-30, F
@SunshineGirl I hope so. 🤗
TexChik · F
Wow what an unexpected event! I'm sure she had fun too.
sarabee1995 · 26-30, F
@TexChik I hope so. 🤞
And there was a very very long hug after dinner. 😁
TexChik · F
@sarabee1995 😊😊😉
AnneHoney · 41-45, F
First love never goes away completely
sarabee1995 · 26-30, F
@AnneHoney I think that's so true!
KiwiBird · 36-40, F
Nothing Ventured Nothing Regained. ❤
sarabee1995 · 26-30, F
@KiwiBird Very true! ❤️❤️❤️
PerseveringAngel · 31-35, F
Thats awesome! Just take things slow and see if things go anywhere further than a friendship again. People come in and out of our lives for a reason. So stay in good spirits 😀
sarabee1995 · 26-30, F
@PerseveringAngel Thanks! I will. 🙂
SW-User
Wonderful feelings. I hope you've been savouring them. And if they lead somewhere, so much the better.
sarabee1995 · 26-30, F
@SW-User Very much wonderful feelings! Makes me count the days until January. 😁
ineedadrink · 51-55, M
Older & wiser this time around, enjoy the float.
sarabee1995 · 26-30, F
@ineedadrink Thank you! I am. Feeling her hand in mine again just completely detached me from reality. 🙂
ineedadrink · 51-55, M
@sarabee1995 In a sea of negative crap, it's a joy to read of someone enjoying the simplest of pleasures. (I threw a nautical term in there, just for you).
sarabee1995 · 26-30, F
@ineedadrink Hahaha, thanks!

But yeah... She always held my hand, and when she did all was right with the world. 🤗
Valerian · 100+, M
😘 & 🤗

Maybe.....

You're smiling, huh?
sarabee1995 · 26-30, F
@Valerian Lol, yes, there was a kiss and a hug, but I'm not normally a kiss and tell kinda girl! 😏
Valerian · 100+, M
@sarabee1995 Well actually that was for you from me in celebration 🥳 but I'm glad you kissed, hugged, and told. 😃😉
sarabee1995 · 26-30, F
@Valerian 🤣🤣🤣
bellybuttonfan17 · 36-40, M
Very nice. Hope good things come out of it and you enjoy it ! 👍🏼👏🏼
sarabee1995 · 26-30, F
@bellybuttonfan17 Thanks belly guy! I hope so too! 🤗🤗🤗
Helloeveryone · 61-69, F
good luck Sarabee i hope it all works out for you
sarabee1995 · 26-30, F
@Helloeveryone Thank you!
vetguy1991 · 51-55, M
Could be the start of something big
sarabee1995 · 26-30, F
@vetguy1991 Could be? Or could be a continuation. Or could be nothing.

Either way I had a great time last night. 🤗 Back in Washington now though.

 
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