I Am Working On Myself

How does one not? The thought of rambling through this life numb, oblivious, willingly dumbed-down, unaware... Unimaginable. Although I truly cannot imagine a life without introspection and growth, it makes me sad trying to. Sure my brain can leave me exhausted; my emotions rendering me frayed and raw. But I wouldn't trade the 46 years I've spent tasting, touching, smelling, witnessing, pondering, and experiencing this life.