🌹MY OWN WORST ENEMY🌹

🌹I’m so pissed at myself! Pissed for being so weak, for letting people sweet-talk me into believing they cared, only to be left shattered again. I hate that I ignored the signs, that I handed out my trust like it was nothing, and then sat here broken when it all crumbled.

The truth? It’s not even about them anymore — it’s me. I’m angry at myself for letting it happen, for giving away my hope so easily, for being blind when I should’ve known better. That’s what burns the most.

The truth is, I can’t change them, but I can change me. I may be angry at myself right now, but maybe that anger is the very thing that will push me to stop repeating the same mistakes.🌹

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nowic2 · 61-69, M

Clearly you are a good person and despite possible misgivings you give others the benefit of doubt.

Don’t beat yourself up. It doesn’t achieve a thing.

Yes, use that anger for your benefit.

Hopefully then you can grow into a new you. Wiser and more wary of others. Someone you can grow to realise can believe and trust themselves to be safe and secure from future betrayals. To be a happier person.
All the best!