Just turned 60 today, wondering why me?

I Just turned 60 today and I'm wondering why me? When almost all of the people I've known and loved are gone. Why am I still here? Am I special or just lucky. While serving I should have been dead a hundred times over, I just don't understand am I being punished?

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Levenrack · 46-50, M

I'm not a big religious, karma, or destiny type of person. I more or less, just believe in putting one foot in front of the other. Cause and effect thinking philosophy. Things do just happen and will, because they just do. There's no way to have full 100% control of the whys, whens, and hows. And sorry if this doesn't help, with your question and for rambling on. So my take on this, is no you're not being punished.