Yeah that about sums it up 🤷♀Healthy me: puts everything away neatly in a “better system.” Manic me two days later: tearing the house apart — “Why would past-me betray me like this and move the thing from the sacred spot it’s lived in since 2017?” 😭
I'll only share my real thoughts in the middle of the nightBecause most of you don't give a shit about someone's real thoughts
hope is the real killerhope is cruel it lets you believe that there can be something better. it kills you over and over again until you can't even remember being alive.
Feeling like I ran a marathonOr at least this is what I assume it would feel like. I’ve rarely had a dream where my body physically feels the effects, but I vividly remember I was finishing a race. Verbally telling myself to just take one more step and then another and then... See More »
I'm spending all this money and effort on the renovation on this new oldhouse - not for me but for my family.Each day that goes by she makes me realize she doesnt deserve it. Why suffer this financial stress for her? I dont know anymore. Im perfectly fine in my condo. Maybe ill just rent it out or sell it when im done. Idk
I've always denied this, but im realizing im actually a sucker for romance.Idk why i resisted that truth about myself. I think theres alot of things about me that ive hidden or suppressed. Maybe for fear of being judged by others?
