Its getting to be lonely sleeping alone.

Someone to talk to and tell how my day went.... It was a long lonely 7 months being single.. Lol but still scared to put myself out there, i am always home after work, i dont go out or visiting too scared to relapse bc my town is nothing but drunks and crackheads and i am not about that life no more eee, i neve to asked out a man was too afraid of rejection 😅 i always got asked out but when they get to know me, they always say i was too intimidating to approach, is that a bad thing? Should i smile more lmao sakes man. I always carried this narrative "I dont chase, i attract." Ugh shit this is hard.