That sounds hard, and I’m sorry you’ve been feeling that way. Loneliness can be a quiet sort of ache. But I’ve a feeling you’ve more kindness and light in you than you know - the kind that draws good people in when the time is right.
If you ever feel like chatting a bit, I’d be glad to keep you company either here or in DM :)
Believe it or not, I'm the same way on s.W most people get into conversations with me and at last for a little while.But after a while they always disappear or go do other thingsSo I try not to form any type of attachment.Or expectation especially on this website