ngl i feel so homesick sometimes

every single interaction i have irl comes from a place of survival and fitting in and it's exhausting. the only sincere laughter i've had in almost a year comes from remembering my friends before i moved. i miss them dearly. i miss living in diversity and among open-minded people. i wish i had my mom

but at least im not paying over 2k covering someone elses rent and bills anymore and my animals all have a safe and spacious place to live. count your blessings or whateva