I feel so lonely, i have no one in my life right now.

My fears of ending up alone and people disliking me or betraying me often come true. Idk what i am doing wrong, I'm not able to have stable relationships.

I'm tired of being good to people, people only take advantage of my goodness. I only want to be good to myself.

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HobNoblin · 36-40, M

Same here only I couldn't care less if I put actual effort into it. There's not enough sand, barron rock and creosote brush on earth to satisfy me. I'm going to drop dead alone, fall off a 300 foot cliff. Splatter all over the rocks so the buzzards don't even have to chew. Then I'm going to haunt the F out of every old shack, trailer, mine and old truck carcass there is.