I Am Lonely

I'm always alone, never invited to hang with the ones I consider friends, I can't find a girl, heck, if one were interested, in to awkward in one on one situations to make anything out of it. Of course I have a family history that's helped cause my issues of social anxiety, but I just wish I could figure it all out to get out of this rut I'm calling my life

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Firespirit · 26-30, M

I know it sounds cheesy but make your self do things you do want to do

17smitha · 26-30, M

Except it's harder to do things when you're fearful of social situations, when you get nervous and can't talk, face turns beat red, stumble over words you can get out, and just make yourself look like an idiot so everyone makes fun of you

Firespirit · 26-30, M

@17smitha: Yeah I'm same way

17smitha · 26-30, M

@Firespirit: it sucks

Firespirit · 26-30, M

@17smitha: Yeah your thoughts are like ok I do this then ya brain comes in o you are embarrassed let just make you look like a Christmas light

17smitha · 26-30, M

That's exactly it! At school, I just act stupid and make terrible jokes to get by, I never show the true me, I hate it but like I said before, if I try to do anything else, it's Christmas light time@Firespirit:

Firespirit · 26-30, M

Yeah It is quite a struggle but I have been trying It Helps if you train ya brain to clear it self and straighten your back it is a big boost