I Am Lonely

Anyone else feel like marriage has been the loneliest time of their life? We have 4 incredible kids at home so I don’t feel like leaving is an option right now, but I miss feeling important to someone. Tomorrow is our 9 year anniversary and he doesn’t want to do anything. What sucks is I’m actually a pretty awesome person- endlessly selfless towards him, pretty great mom, entrepreneur, funny, intelligent... yet he can’t stop watching YouTube long enough to notice me. 🤦🏽‍♀️ Lonely, party of 1 🎉