I Am Lonely

I don’t get sad over boys, I get sad because of how the situation always turns out. That guy didn’t like me? Fine...but...that’s what ALWAYS happens. And then I’m back to square one. I like a guy, guy has a gf OR if he doesn’t, he just isn’t interested and then I’m sad for a day and then I get over it and then the cycle repeats itself. It’s exhausting. I’m just very VERY unlucky with guys and romantic relationships :-) I Already know 100% how these things go for me. It’s just what happens. I could predict anything negative about my love life at this point and it would come true. I’m losing hope but at least I’m not losing myself.