I Am Lonely

I have no self-esteem. I don't believe anyone could actually want me. It makes me deeply suspicious of anyone who's nice to me. And I feel like an idiot, being 30 and feeling this way. Something is wrong with me.

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SW-User

You have to believe someone sometime. Not all girls will hurt you. You just need to find a good one. You're an amazing person. .in many ways too.

MarkPaul · 26-30, M

@SW-User Nice sentiment, but not really helpful.

SW-User

@MarkPaul your back again you prancing bitch? Fuck off. Go flirt with some more old men

SW-User

@MarkPaul And secondly he's my friend...I actually know him. Asshole

MarkPaul · 26-30, M

@SW-User I don't prance. I'm not a bitch. And, I don't flirt with old men. But, thanks for playing. And, your original comment just seemed to lack sincerity and understanding.

Xuan12 · 31-35, M

@MarkPaul Vivid knows me more than most people. I do appreciate her compliment. From the outside it might look superficial, but she's actually well informed.

MarkPaul · 26-30, M

@Xuan12 I'm glad that comment makes you feel better, but it doesn't solve our issue. That's my point.

SW-User

@MarkPaul His issue is not yours. He's straight...not an asshole and very kind and intelligent. So. None of you. Back the fuck up

Xuan12 · 31-35, M

@MarkPaul I'd be surprised if anything really fixed it. This is really just me putting it to words to try to remind myself that I exist. Acknowledgement of the situation, the necessary first step to anything.

SW-User

@Xuan12 Thank you love 🤗 He has a habit of attacking me on boards bc he wanted the old demon. The one who hurt me.

MarkPaul · 26-30, M

@SW-User So rude.

MarkPaul · 26-30, M

@Xuan12 Ok. Thanks.

SW-User

@MarkPaul I am? You are the rude one. You can stop addressing me altogether bc you're jealous. Go away . No one wants you.