I Am Very Lonely And Unfulfilled

I know that I've got a streying heart, no I don't flirt, no I don't go for coffee dates with other men, no I'm not having some sort of love affair....but I am curious about knowing and loving other men and developing crushes on a couple of handsome men. This is just as bad as flirting, dating and having a full blown love affair. I wish it wasn't so, I wish I would't even have a wondering eye and a streying heart.....It's because my husband isn't in love with me. I'm so tired of trying to focus all of this romantic love on him when its rarely reciprocated.

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Pfuzylogic · M

Joyce Meyers would give you some very good bearing on this. You don't want to make provision for sin. Make sure you get advise from the Godly that can point you to scripture about your choices.

schizosaint · 41-45, F

@Pfuzylogic its not ever put into action, I usually avoid men whom I find myself attracted to so that these feelings don't develop......but like somebody said it really is an internal conflict that I've been dealing with for a long time.....Jesus was the one who brought it to my attention that I do these things by inspiring movies about my life....I just wish I could recondition myself or make it stop some way some how, but I realized that its a part of me to love like that so I tried focusing that love on my husband and well....You know how he treats me in return.....So Im sad that such a big part of my heart feels like its dying that Ill never taste romantic love ever again since my husband wont give it to me.....thats why I fear that my heart would strey and in little ways it does. Then we have another movie about it and the cycle continues.