I Am Very Lonely And Unfulfilled

I know that I've got a streying heart, no I don't flirt, no I don't go for coffee dates with other men, no I'm not having some sort of love affair....but I am curious about knowing and loving other men and developing crushes on a couple of handsome men. This is just as bad as flirting, dating and having a full blown love affair. I wish it wasn't so, I wish I would't even have a wondering eye and a streying heart.....It's because my husband isn't in love with me. I'm so tired of trying to focus all of this romantic love on him when its rarely reciprocated.

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polyandrym66 · 70-79, M

I have always lived a POLYANDRY lifestyle, and found that woman NEED more than one man in their sex life at the same time. You are not weird or abnormal in your desires. It is just that society has taught us that monogamy was the answer to satisfy our libido, and it is rarely true..
This is the Christmas season where you allow your wishes to be aired..
So go ahead and seek other lovers while you are married..
Just let him know of his failings and what you are doing about it.
If he still loves you, he will become a good cuckold husband for you..

schizosaint · 41-45, F

@polyandrym66 I am not into other men sexually...That would feel gross.

polyandrym66 · 70-79, M

@schizosaint I'd not for everyone.. Good luck on your journey..