I Am Very Lonely And Unfulfilled

I know that I've got a streying heart, no I don't flirt, no I don't go for coffee dates with other men, no I'm not having some sort of love affair....but I am curious about knowing and loving other men and developing crushes on a couple of handsome men. This is just as bad as flirting, dating and having a full blown love affair. I wish it wasn't so, I wish I would't even have a wondering eye and a streying heart.....It's because my husband isn't in love with me. I'm so tired of trying to focus all of this romantic love on him when its rarely reciprocated.