I'm worried about everything and nothing at the same time..
So basically, I'm just a paralyzed mess of worry 🥹
I had a break from social media (mostly), which was much needed. Last night I checked my Insta and saw that Anas was martyred 😭 Anas was a young journalist in Gaza — he wasn't a terrorist, not Hamas, no matter how much IOF tries to spin that. He already knew they would kill him when they put him on a list of targets, saying he was Hamas — which is ironic, considering they claim that Hamas is hiding, while Anas was out in the streets reporting every day and night.
I'm so done with these people. I'm so done with the world at this point. I feel like the world's gone crazy, and I'm just standing on the sidelines waiting for people to wake up from their trance-like state of mind... wondering why they're not seeing what I'm seeing.
We talked about visiting family for Christmas, but with everything going on with Trump and his administration, I'm low-key scared of entering the States right now. All the hate scares me.. The president is a 34-count felon with birthright citizenship, who comes from an immigrant family, has an immigrant wife, and yet he wants to end birthright citizenship and basically get rid of all immigrants (especially criminals). Bro, that's literally you... Not to mention that we all know he's on the Epstein list and is a freaking pedo rapist...
Ugh. It's 2 a.m., and my mind is spinning. It's been spinning for weeks. I've had so many nightmares and woke up twice this weekend in panic. I'm drained, tired, in pain (physically and mentally), and just worried for humanity 🥹
Last night I woke up to something poking (hard) my left shoulder trying to wake me, but I was alone and nothing was touching me 🥹 I woke up screaming and my husband came running in to check on me 😂
If anyone would like to buy me an island, let me know.. I need a break from people - as if.. 🥹
I had a break from social media (mostly), which was much needed. Last night I checked my Insta and saw that Anas was martyred 😭 Anas was a young journalist in Gaza — he wasn't a terrorist, not Hamas, no matter how much IOF tries to spin that. He already knew they would kill him when they put him on a list of targets, saying he was Hamas — which is ironic, considering they claim that Hamas is hiding, while Anas was out in the streets reporting every day and night.
I'm so done with these people. I'm so done with the world at this point. I feel like the world's gone crazy, and I'm just standing on the sidelines waiting for people to wake up from their trance-like state of mind... wondering why they're not seeing what I'm seeing.
We talked about visiting family for Christmas, but with everything going on with Trump and his administration, I'm low-key scared of entering the States right now. All the hate scares me.. The president is a 34-count felon with birthright citizenship, who comes from an immigrant family, has an immigrant wife, and yet he wants to end birthright citizenship and basically get rid of all immigrants (especially criminals). Bro, that's literally you... Not to mention that we all know he's on the Epstein list and is a freaking pedo rapist...
Ugh. It's 2 a.m., and my mind is spinning. It's been spinning for weeks. I've had so many nightmares and woke up twice this weekend in panic. I'm drained, tired, in pain (physically and mentally), and just worried for humanity 🥹
Last night I woke up to something poking (hard) my left shoulder trying to wake me, but I was alone and nothing was touching me 🥹 I woke up screaming and my husband came running in to check on me 😂
If anyone would like to buy me an island, let me know.. I need a break from people - as if.. 🥹
