That's fucked up..
I was raped when I was 17.
A guy that "had a crush" on me, texted me not long after, asking about it. He then said that he was so fucking happy that it happened, it will happen again, and it sucks that I need to live with that memory for the rest of my life, before he laughed 🙃
He started by asking me if it was fun being a victim, that I should be ashamed, and that I should watch my back🙃
Later he would randomly ask "are you over it yet? still hurts?"😂
I "laugh" now because it's so damn stupid. But after it happened, and he and also friends of the guy kept harassing me, I almost wanted to end it. I went to the roof of my dads building, and wanted to jump. I didn't tell anyone, didn't plan anything, just went there and stood there for a long time thinking about it. I decided against it, because I couldn't handle the thought of my dad finding me like that.
Instead I smoke weed, got wasted, and just acted like it never happened^^
A guy that "had a crush" on me, texted me not long after, asking about it. He then said that he was so fucking happy that it happened, it will happen again, and it sucks that I need to live with that memory for the rest of my life, before he laughed 🙃
He started by asking me if it was fun being a victim, that I should be ashamed, and that I should watch my back🙃
Later he would randomly ask "are you over it yet? still hurts?"😂
I "laugh" now because it's so damn stupid. But after it happened, and he and also friends of the guy kept harassing me, I almost wanted to end it. I went to the roof of my dads building, and wanted to jump. I didn't tell anyone, didn't plan anything, just went there and stood there for a long time thinking about it. I decided against it, because I couldn't handle the thought of my dad finding me like that.
Instead I smoke weed, got wasted, and just acted like it never happened^^
