My kink is: being attacked

It triggers the self destructive side of me which triggers the masochist in me. When I'm attacked by someone, verbally or physically, I am inclined to welcome it. There's little else that makes me feel so alive , that's the sad truth of it.

Unfortunately it's not a sexual experience for me, just one that makes me high as a fkin kite 🪁

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Nunki · 31-35, F

I think it’s a subconscious way of coping /venting. Your mind knows you’re too exhausted to resist so you might as well surrender and enjoy the moment.

I can relate. Mine is not innocent though and only shows up in the presence of a very specific type of person.

Either way there’s a fine line between self-expression and self-destruction, which can be easily crossed. Sometimes it’s crucial to pull yourself away from those situations before they escalate and hurt you to the core.