I'm a little concerned about my vagina

Firstly, I don't seem to have one. That's the biggest issue here.

Secondly, I don't enjoy penetration. My lack of vagina makes it difficult.

Thirdly, I worry about how my no vagina appears. I'm scared that people may be turned off by it.

Finally, but by no means insignificantly, I'm fucking mental.

Any advice? 🤔