Another wonderful day!

Whew... day 2 down of the breakup. Or something like that. I've realized that I'm not even sad about missing out on him, but more sad about the idea of having went through yet ANOTHER rejection. Even though I am the one who formally ended it, he had definitely checked out a long time ago.

It's hard not being wanted, and it even made me question myself for bit... okay, you caught me. A lot bit somwtimes. But ultimately I'm able to catch the thought and remember that I am more than worthy.

I completed my workout this morning and plan to do another one tonight. And this isn't about getting a 'revenge body'. I had always planned on reaching a goal weight before my trip to London and Paris at the start of next month... making room for all that bread, wine, and cheese. XD Lol.

Still procrastinating on those job applications, but I think I'm going to bite the bullet tonight. I just need to believe in myself and put myself out there.

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Queendragonfly · 31-35, F

If he isn't that much to miss, isn't that rejection kind of a blessing?

wtfgirl001 · 31-35, F

@Queendragonfly Yes, I was thinking the same thing myself! It's kind of the silver lining to this unfortunately fortunate situation.

Queendragonfly · 31-35, F

@wtfgirl001 You're a free bird now 🐦

Iwillwait · M

"Revenge Body?" Why not "Living Your Best Life, with a killer new look?"

wtfgirl001 · 31-35, F

@Iwillwait Yes, that's exactly the mindset I have. There's a term called 'revenge body' that some people go for after breakups, but I was clarifying that I had been working out to become fitter before this whole situation occurred.

Iwillwait · M

@wtfgirl001 I get it, but revenge is the wrong word there. It just should be your Meta Body, (metamorphosis) while you become the beautiful butterfly you always were meant to be.