I wonder sometimes how many people here actually like me

Not in the sense of thinking I'm an ok guy, but in a friendship way. I don't really get the chance to interact with people on here like I used to all those years ago due to work, and most of my posts are at "unsociable" hours by SW standards, so I'm not really sure anyone has strong feelings about me either way any more. Sometimes I'm not even sure anyone really notices me at all. But then I see people making appreciation posts for their SW friends and I realise I don't really have any of those any more - it's usually an acquaintance at most.

Ultimately it doesn't really matter though. SW isn't real life and I like myself enough now to make up for any shortfall.