Anybody not suicidal but okay with dying

Crazy title but just feeling like you have failed. Looking back at your life with new eyes and seeing how f'd up you were and how the roads you took just were so bad and disappointing and you wasted so much time and energy. The frustration just overwhelms you sometimes.

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BlueVeins · 22-25

yeah, that about covers it for me. idk though i cycle between suicidal and merely pro-death

NeuroticByNature · 41-45, F

It only takes one bad decision to make a thousand more bad decisions. Isnt it funny how you dont realize the worst of them until long after you do it?

MiserableAtBest · 22-25, F

I don’t know how to explain it, I swing back and forth between being suicidal and merely thinking “if I die today, it is what it is”

quinnlynn · 46-50, F

I'm right there with you.
I've felt exactly that way.

ScarletWitch · 31-35, F

No I'm suicidal. I think it will happen sometime this year.

SW-User

Me too within 6 months without any changes@ScarletWitch

ScarletWitch · 31-35, F

@SW-User but ur a minor. U have so much more than I ever will

SW-User

Yeah but my cousin was like this his whole life he was put in an institution when he was 15 after a failed attempt on his life. He lived to 24 before finally killing himself. He knew his fate a decade before he did it I don’t want to be the same way. I don’t want to live like this hoping for improvements that’ll never come. @ScarletWitch

SW-User

I’m suicidal but afraid of commitment

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