I Like Being Alone Because I Am Alone
Wow,this is really sad but I'll share it anyway haha.
I went to my dentist appointment last night.it was pretty quick and I completely embarrassed myself.
My dentist asked how I'll be spending my Christmas and I don't know how to lie so I said i wasn't really celebrating and that I don't really see my family that lives in the city.she said she was going to spend it with her sisters.
After that we went on to dealing my my braces.yes I wear braces and yes they do make me look like a child lol.
While the man was working on them his hand was touching my cheek.it felt warm.I then realized I liked how it felt on my cheek because it felt like somone was grabbing my face with one hand.
I think now that I haven't sleepy around in about 3 weeks I miss somone touching me...even if the only reason the person touch's me is because they want to get inside me.
It all made me realize how alone I really am.
I hope all that didn't sound too creepy or pathetic.
I went to my dentist appointment last night.it was pretty quick and I completely embarrassed myself.
My dentist asked how I'll be spending my Christmas and I don't know how to lie so I said i wasn't really celebrating and that I don't really see my family that lives in the city.she said she was going to spend it with her sisters.
After that we went on to dealing my my braces.yes I wear braces and yes they do make me look like a child lol.
While the man was working on them his hand was touching my cheek.it felt warm.I then realized I liked how it felt on my cheek because it felt like somone was grabbing my face with one hand.
I think now that I haven't sleepy around in about 3 weeks I miss somone touching me...even if the only reason the person touch's me is because they want to get inside me.
It all made me realize how alone I really am.
I hope all that didn't sound too creepy or pathetic.
