If any of my friends or other people have questions about ECT.

I’d talk about it. I’m not ashamed or shy about it. It is what it is. Just please try not to be cruel with your question and I’ll try to answer. Keep in mind I’m not a Dr, I’m a patient… so I may not know like technical stuff.

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Rilyn · 31-35, F

Long ago my mom was scheduled for ECT but eventually they opted against it thinking they would cause irreversible damage when she had been hospitalised. She is on strong meds and will always be but overall stable. I won't lie. I got worried reading this.

JustGoneNow

@Rilyn I understand. being really honest, my schizophrenia had me locked in a near constant delusioned and visioned state almost 17 years ago, and medication wouldn’t even touch it at that point. So, grudgingly… I have to say that it has helped. It’s most likely the reason I was able to get out of long term care at all. I have less faith in it now, as it sort of seems to be the law of diminishing returns, but whatever. We’ll see how this time goes. I just really hate the side effects. As you know, there’s no pain but I feel like I lose parts of myself each time. That might not be true but it is how it feels.

Rilyn · 31-35, F

@JustGoneNow I'm sad listening to this. I get that your battle has been harsh and brutal but....ECT? Is it really the only solution? I heard the side effects are harsh and I understand what you're telling me in different contexts. I'm here if you want to talk. Just want you safe and happy that's all :/ <3

JustGoneNow

@Rilyn I appreciate it. I’m just trying to heal right now. Giant hugs. 🖤🫂

Rilyn · 31-35, F

@JustGoneNow Take your time, at your own pace and find the right support to heal babe. Tightest hugs right back to you even though I'm far. ❤️🤗