I appreciate all of you that are so very kind to me here.

I thought I was doing better today earlier, but it’s night now and I’m really not good at all, I’m a bit scared but if you can send my your light, love, or prayers. Whatever you got I’ll take. So many of you are special to me. I truly hope you know that.

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OldBrit · 61-69, M

Sending love and good vibes your way.

This too shall pass....

DarkHeaven ·

@OldBrit I feel so uncomfortable in my own skin rn. Just hate being me, sometimes.

OldBrit · 61-69, M

@DarkHeaven I remember that feeling too well.

Acceptance is the key as it is said... Love to you

DarkHeaven ·

@OldBrit I don’t know how to accept me. I don’t even like me.

OldBrit · 61-69, M

@DarkHeaven I didn't either. I hated myself towards the end of my addiction. Now I grudgingly acknowledge I'm not all that bad.

DarkHeaven ·

@OldBrit my voices don’t help. they tell me all the worst things about me. I didn’t really sleep last night. Maybe an hour. Per my crisis plan, I have another appointment with my psychiatrist. Probably headed back to the ward for who knows how long. Probably for the best until the get my meds straight. If I have an all out episode I’m fucked. I’m just so tired of being there. I wish I was normal.