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It was never therapy for me. Though, I admit feeling tonight bleak, broken and tainted. Perhaps maybe holding thoughts jaded somewhere within me tonight. That's where my life is right now, somewhat, and self-talk only helps so much; ie.. affirmations.
But I admit I have had much darker periods in my life. I did identify with being broken and lost then. Maybe even before. But the lowest was not long after my father died.
I think I threw away the ideas of good, strong, or weak. It was a slow process. They mostly serve as a way of torturing your mind and measuring yourself to where you think you should be. When simply, we are always where we are.
That also means healing can come and go.
But I admit I have had much darker periods in my life. I did identify with being broken and lost then. Maybe even before. But the lowest was not long after my father died.
I think I threw away the ideas of good, strong, or weak. It was a slow process. They mostly serve as a way of torturing your mind and measuring yourself to where you think you should be. When simply, we are always where we are.
That also means healing can come and go.