I'm not sure I really fit in with all of you tbh 😔

I just feel like an outsider trying to fit in somewhere I really don't.

I was on EP from 2012 till the end. Then SW from day 1 til September 2017. I came back 3 months ago & idk.. I kinda feel like I shouldn't have.

A lot of you have built bonds here & even though I remember the majority of you, nobody remembers me & I missed so much of SW's existence in general that I just feel like the 'new kid at school'.

Some of you talk to me & I appreciate that but some of you blatantly ignore me & only talk to the people you know... Which is funny to me because I know you all too. Just none of you know [i]me[/i] anymore 😕

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LordShadowfire · M

I kind of feel the same way. Like, I'm one of the newest members here, haven't been here about a year, and I definitely feel like the new kid. I'm not sure whether this is paranoia or not, but I feel like some people blame folks like me for a lot of the people who are leaving.

ChiefWalksWith40oz · 26-30

@LordShadowfire damn man, that's a heavy guilt feeling you got there. Its not the new people that make people leave though.. at least not from what I can tell so far. It's mostly the negativity from certain users or even the fact that this place can become [i]too[/i] much of a comfort zone to where you neglect your home life. A lot of people leave just to focus on life or to get away from the darkness that hides here.

But I'm sorry you feel that way. From what I can tell, I think you're great 👌 I always see you around here