I Will Be Myself And Not What Others Want Me To Be

I really blew that my first day here. I pretended too be everything I'm not. To anyone I forgot to apologize to. I am sorry. I am not a widow with a 30 year old daughter. I am am divorced and have been for a long time and have three grown sons. I am not looking for someone to set with have an intimate relationship with. I just want to be silly and have a little fun.

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samueltyler2 · 80-89, M

That is what we is for. You can be the princess awaiting prince charming or anything you desire! Fantasies abound.

mandy · 51-55, F

@samueltyler2 thanks but it doesn't work for me.

samueltyler2 · 80-89, M

@mandy the nice thing than, is that you can also be your true self. I have 2 personas myself here, totally the wise mature man, and the naughty one.

mandy · 51-55, F

@samueltyler2 I have always been lousy at pretending and my naughty side side died a couple years ago.

samueltyler2 · 80-89, M

@mandy it is always easier to always tell the truth and never lie. If you lie then sometimes it is difficult to remember what you said. But fantasies don t have to be lies. Too bad you lost all naughtiness, it can make a dullish life much nicer.

mandy · 51-55, F

@samueltyler2 yes it can and I really miss the ability to fantasize.

samueltyler2 · 80-89, M

@mandy you need to work on it, it is somewhat of a learned skill. I use my art as a vehicle. You can see some of that on my profile, if you like.

If you would like to chat, I'd be happy to be as straight or naughty as you like.

mandy · 51-55, F

@samueltyler2 look I lived in fantasy all of my life. As a child I even developed multiple personality. I am trying to live in reality now and have against my will lost an alter identity. With me it is complicated.

samueltyler2 · 80-89, M

@mandy I was a physician, not a psychiatrist, but saw many people with problems, so I do understand.

mandy · 51-55, F

@samueltyler2 thank you. What branch of medicine did you practice?

samueltyler2 · 80-89, M

That is a funny word, sorry if it is making fun, I just have to laugh. I was a tocicologists. I took care of many who overdosed intentionally and unintentionally. I always tried to answer the why, if the patient was alive and cummunicative.

mandy · 51-55, F

@samueltyler2 don't worry about making fun. I have a good sense of humor and usually do not take my self too seriously. At least you knew what I was talking about.

samueltyler2 · 80-89, M

@mandy where are you from?

mandy · 51-55, F

MO or the USA